It's been awhile, urm NO! it has been couple of months... i really don't know if it was me the one who was being a jerk for not having a bit shame for saying " I LOVE YOU " in front of other people, yeah that is just me! I remembered she ( yes, just to make sure if u guys are wondering what is the gender of whom i'm in love with.. ) always replied me when i said that 3 words, but now, YES! Okay, if it was her family, yes i wouldn't mind but around her friends or even if she was around with the strangers she will never say it! What the fuck could happened to you when you say that fucking 3 words? People might kill you? Laugh at you? Urm takes a picture of you then post it on the facebook? Hell no!
Okay, i'll admit it i had these problems when i was 14 y/o, the the ones that having this problem with saying or expressing one's feeling was me, WHY? Because i don't think i love her, i am just " experimenting " the thing so called " couple " so yes, she left me. So let's go back to the subject, why afraid to say it? If she really feel shy about it, she could just whispered it so no one can hear, but no, not her, she will never do that & even worst, if i was with my mother or father, sure i feel a bit shy to say it & of course there were time i didn't say it to her but she won't say it either even when she was alone in her room, i was like WTF? but, yeah maybe she felt " aaa, if he don't say it then why should i? ". From now on, i decided to be just like her, i will never again say the 3 words again to her if there are people around me or us that time. So then i could understand her & hopes i can find a way to fix it. Good luck myself...
